I don’t want to be you anymore

[OvertheRainbeaux]

Looking in the mirror I think to myself-

I don't want to be you anymore.

and that thought grows like a seed in a garden of perpetual hell.

i don't want to be you anymore.

I want to be dead.

 

[S1mpleme]

Probably useless to say that you can change your self, but if you'd like I'm here for you.

 

[NotSoComfortablyNumb]

I feel this is my very soul. I want to tel you it's goong to be allright but since we are strangers al I can promise you is you are not alone x here if you need me

 

[enlightened_suicide]

Looking in the mirror I think to myself-

I don't want to be you anymore.

and that thought grows like a seed in a garden of perpetual hell.

i don't want to be you anymore.

I want to be dead.

This is beautifully written, you captured these feeling amazing. But in the same sense I am sorry you are hurting bad enough to feel like this.
Sending all love your way,

 

[HereToday]

If teardrops could be bottled
There'd be swimming pools
Filled by models
Sorry, your title reminded me of the Billie Eilish song.
Im sorry you feel like that. If you ever need to talk about whatevers bothering you, we're here

 

[MysticPerception]

Looking in the mirror I think to myself-

I don't want to be you anymore.

and that thought grows like a seed in a garden of perpetual hell.

i don't want to be you anymore.

I want to be dead.

I used to feel like this every single day of my life. I would look in the mirror and feel disgust and wish for nothing but death or some sort of escape from the body I'm trapped in. Now I just smile at myself and laugh at a joke that doesn't exist and throw out an empty compliment at myself. It's either that or don't look in the mirror for about a week straight and just hope I look presentable enough to not be walking trash. I'm not saying my method would help but I get it really I do. The only thing I've found that works is just lying to myself until I believe it while staring in the mirror. I doubt it can be fixed so easily for everyone but at least know that you aren't alone in this.

 

[TheDevilsAngel]

Looking in the mirror I think to myself-

I don't want to be you anymore.

and that thought grows like a seed in a garden of perpetual hell.

i don't want to be you anymore.

I want to be dead.

Sounds just like me