Venting I don't want to be here

[Misfortunete]

Why doesn't anybody see that I am slowly dying I know no one really cares about me but it hurts, I can't even be comfortable be at my own home I feel like a stranger, they should have been a family of three I can't feel comfortable when they are around I am watching them live happily like I'm watching a movie but I can't get involved in it. I hate myself more every day. I get more forgetful each day, I can't remember names, I can't remember when I decided to move to another room or drink water it's like somebody else is controlling my body and I am just watching. I don't know why I am like this and I hate every part of it.

 

[ipmanwc0]

It's pretty much the same for me