pengulin
New Member
- Jul 9, 2023
- 1
it never gets easier, it never ends it never slows down or takes a break or wains even for just a second. i'm tired of suffering i'm tired of creating my own sadness and wallowing in it i'm tired of living every day thinking why the fuck am i still here. i vented to my boyfriend, he's lovely but he doesn't understand the permanence of this eternal mourning state for the person i once was. i don't want to hurt anyone, i just want to stop existing.