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wherearewenow
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- Nov 23, 2023
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i'm a 19 year old trans girl and i'm lucky to pass pretty well. unfortunately, that means i'm treated like a sex object all the time. i'm not my own person, im a "trap", "shemale", "ladyboy", "irl futa". and i hate it.
somewhat related, i started a youtube channel months ago to show off my songwriting and people enjoyed my music enough for it to reach ~650 subscribers! but then around two months ago i randomly made a tiktok vent account and it blew up. because i "look pretty."
i've become convinced that the only thing im good for is looking sexually desirable. and that's not what i want. i want to be known for my character, but im just a sex object.
that's definitely not my top reason for wanting to CTB, but its one of them.
somewhat related, i started a youtube channel months ago to show off my songwriting and people enjoyed my music enough for it to reach ~650 subscribers! but then around two months ago i randomly made a tiktok vent account and it blew up. because i "look pretty."
i've become convinced that the only thing im good for is looking sexually desirable. and that's not what i want. i want to be known for my character, but im just a sex object.
that's definitely not my top reason for wanting to CTB, but its one of them.