DoubleUp8
Gambler
- Dec 14, 2023
- 542
In less than 2 months I would turn exactly 70 years old. I am severely disabled and dealing with a lot of pain with no adequate medical care. Harder and harder to live on just social security check. In fact it's impossible. So I gotta die regardless. On hunger strike now. Hoping to take it to the end. Maybe I should find a faster way. Idk. I just know that I can't do 70s with my disabilities in inhumane America. If I could just find a sure fast way. Drugs too unreliable and I am a poor candidate to try to ctb that way. I know of a parking garage that's 13 floors but I am not sure that I wouldn't survive a fall from that height. And if I survive, I would have multiple broken bones and injuries. I don't fear death. I fear failed attempt. I don't know what to do really. Continue to not eat but haven't gone dry yet. Need to be dry by July so it goes faster but nobody can really say how long.