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sserafim
brighter than the sun, that’s just me
- Sep 13, 2023
- 8,857
My 24th birthday is coming up and I don't want to reach it. I joined this site around my birthday last year and I can't believe that almost a year has passed. I still feel like 17 mentally but I'm almost 24 now. It makes me sad and fills me with dread and anxiety. I wish that I could stop time and stay in my early 20s forever. I never even wanted to live past 18 anyways. I hate how time goes forward against your will. Time is going by so fast, and I can't catch up, nor do I want to. I wish that I could just fade out of existence without having to ctb. It would've been like I never even existed at all
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