Painless_end
Life is too difficult for me
- Oct 11, 2019
- 794
I didn't ask for this, I was born and like everyone else I did my best as much as I could, but I don't want to continue, I dislike the conditions of existence.
I have subtle but deep neurobiological deficiencies. It is always too much to keep up with the world. My mind is simply too weak. I feel like I have lesser "motivational centres" in my brain than the average person. These are deep and fundamental observations. Meaning that they are true on an invisible level and also intrinsic to my brain.
Simply put, I cannot exist without my weaknesses. My brain is just hardwired to contain those specific weaknesses and they cannot be overcome. Thus leading directly to my daily misery.
I dislike the fact that I exist. I dislike everything about my existence. There was no reason that the sperm that fertilized the egg that gave birth to me, should have been the one to win out of others.
I have subtle but deep neurobiological deficiencies. It is always too much to keep up with the world. My mind is simply too weak. I feel like I have lesser "motivational centres" in my brain than the average person. These are deep and fundamental observations. Meaning that they are true on an invisible level and also intrinsic to my brain.
Simply put, I cannot exist without my weaknesses. My brain is just hardwired to contain those specific weaknesses and they cannot be overcome. Thus leading directly to my daily misery.
I dislike the fact that I exist. I dislike everything about my existence. There was no reason that the sperm that fertilized the egg that gave birth to me, should have been the one to win out of others.