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suicidalkid

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Dec 4, 2025
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honestly, i dont wanna leave any letters behind. im too tired, lazy, drained, and exhausted. does anyone feel like this too?
 
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Forveleth

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Mar 26, 2024
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Statistically, the vast majority of people who kill themselves do not actually leave notes.

My first note years ago was a novel and each draft after that has gotten shorter and shorter. Not sure if I will bother with one at this point.
 
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Jan 12, 2026
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sometimes i feel i want to leave a letter and sometimes i dont/sometimes before attempts i have and sometimes i havent. i have no idea how it will actually be once i do.
 
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Proceed

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Dec 16, 2025
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I doubt I would ever leave any kind of letter. I don't care. I'll be dead.
 
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silenteternity4

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Feb 28, 2026
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I would write only a few words to address the matter, i'm exhausted as well
 
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Uccidimi, Addesso!
Mar 16, 2026
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honestly, i dont wanna leave any letters behind. im too tired, lazy, drained, and exhausted. does anyone feel like this too?
Yeah I feel that way sometimes. Just too drained to write it. Also, any time I've tried to write a letter, explaining my reasons why, I end up talking myself out of it.
 
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yotaka

明日にはすべてが終るとして
Jan 29, 2026
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I've heard that a letter can help loved ones properly process and grieve the loss, and I really do want to do what I can for them, but I don't know what to write. I don't think any amount of explaining would make it make sense to them. I ended up putting together a kind of generic "if you're reading this, it means I'm gone," letting my family know I love them and saying what I'd like done with my things. I hope it's enough.
 

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