WhyIsLife56
Antinatalism + Efilism ❤️
- Nov 4, 2019
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I had a conversation with my mom last night on the phone (she's in South Korea so we're both in different countries)
She told me she wanted me to come home for winter break but I told her I just wanted to be alone during winter break.
And then later she was completely ignorant of the trauma that I went though during my childhood. Like I was supposed to forgive and forget.
She also wished I was still that little kid--the little kid that doesn't have opinions or rebel or complain. Like wtf.
That whole entire conversation just made me want to die more. Like is she not aware what kind of pain she is putting in her own daughter?
I want the pain to stop
I'm beggin for it to stop
Please..
She told me she wanted me to come home for winter break but I told her I just wanted to be alone during winter break.
And then later she was completely ignorant of the trauma that I went though during my childhood. Like I was supposed to forgive and forget.
She also wished I was still that little kid--the little kid that doesn't have opinions or rebel or complain. Like wtf.
That whole entire conversation just made me want to die more. Like is she not aware what kind of pain she is putting in her own daughter?
I want the pain to stop
I'm beggin for it to stop
Please..