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FireFox

FireFox

Enlightened
Apr 8, 2020
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I just want everything to stop. I want the crying, constant feelings of inadequacy, anxiety and just feeling like life isn't for me. I don't want to live to see another 10 years of my life. I know had things worked in my 20s I wouldn't be planning to kill myself when I reach my 30s
 
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onthefence

onthefence

Leaning towards leaving
Dec 31, 2024
39
I think this is what many of us are looking for. I keep saying I just need a break from life, a week to be healthy, have time for things I enjoy (I'm not sure what), not worry about money, and not have to carry the weight of the world. I have been in this hell for 7 years and there is no end in sight except the one I am going to create myself.
 
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raskol1980

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Aug 16, 2022
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I just want everything to stop. I want the crying, constant feelings of inadequacy, anxiety and just feeling like life isn't for me. I don't want to live to see another 10 years of my life. I know had things worked in my 20s I wouldn't be planning to kill myself when I reach my 30s
I'm not suggesting this is the answer by the way but have you tried any therapy? What country are you based in?
 
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LukaParrot

LukaParrot

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Dec 18, 2024
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I really recommend you to seek for help.

Prescribed drugs can help you a lot with what you are passing through life. So, you need to make a appointment with a psychiatrist.

If you are lucky, you are going to find drugs that can really help with what you described.

As a 45yo, take this as a life advice, there is still time for you, to recover, find someone, be happy but it will requires you to try.

When you realize you are too old to make your dreams come true, it's very sad and paintful, i'm not talking about being a millionare, for me what just having a person, a woman that i really loved and having a familly. It's not self-pitty... sometimes things dont go the way you want.

You're still so new and young, I really hope you can pass through this and carry on with your life.
 
Bruce

Bruce

Mage
Sep 22, 2023
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Prescribed drugs can help you a lot with what you are passing through life.
Parrot living on drugs is just treating the symptoms not the cause.

there is still time for you, to recover, find someone, be happy but it will requires you to try.
Bloody hell if I had a nickel for how many times I heard that..

@FireFox I'm sorry for what you're going through. You could probably find professional help, someone to talk to, it works for some. If you can't or if for whatever reason you need to talk to someone then I'm available every now and then.
 
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metothemoon

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Feb 11, 2024
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Feeling exactly the same. Do not necessarily want to die, but just feel like living is not for me. Cannot take this any longer šŸ˜©
 
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LukaParrot

LukaParrot

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Dec 18, 2024
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Parrot living on drugs is just treating the symptoms not the cause.
Did I said it will treat the cause? I said it helps, solve the cause is up to you. If you know what causes your sadnesss and depression and there is a solution, it's up to you. When the cause doesnt not have a solution, you will have to learn to live with that, and YES described drugs can help you. If they didnt work for you, try harder.

Bloody hell if I had a nickel for how many times I heard that..
I was not answering to you, she is still new and is experiencing a lot of pain losing a loved person. Take out your frustration away from here.
 
Bruce

Bruce

Mage
Sep 22, 2023
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Did I said it will treat the cause? I said it helps, solve the cause is up to you. If you know what causes your sadnesss and depression and there is a solution, it's up to you. When the cause doesnt not have a solution, you will have to learn to live with that, and YES described drugs can help you. If they didnt work for you, try harder.
I never said that she shouldn't try drugs, I only pointed out the obvious, which.. you seem to agree with. So then I'm not sure why you're mad at me about this one.

I was not answering to you, she is still new and is experiencing a lot of pain losing a loved person. Take out your frustration away from here.
No matter who you answer to (and remember that other people might read this as well) it's not nice to give what might very well be false hopes. You don't know the future and you don't know if that's what she wants.

Sure, I'm the frustrated one.
 
astr4

astr4

memento mori
Mar 27, 2019
603
I was not answering to you, she is still new and is experiencing a lot of pain losing a loved person. Take out your frustration away from here.
she is not new, you are new. you have no idea how hard @FireFox has tried to be happy. your suggestions might be well intentioned but you genuinely have no idea what she's been through, telling her she's "new and young" like her age has anything to do with how much she's suffered. you can offer your empathy without trying to invalidate someone else's suffering.
If they didnt work for you, try harder.
yeah this is just a load of hot garbage. "try harder if the drugs didn't work for you".
 
LukaParrot

LukaParrot

Student
Dec 18, 2024
140
Well this is becoming a battleground and i'm not here for that.

I'm a 45yo man, frustated also, and my worst regret is for not trying harder in life. Time flies and when you see your whites hairs it's very hard to live with that. That's because i try to encourage people to try, because when is too late, it hurts a lot.
 

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