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LivingToLong

Experienced
Feb 23, 2019
259
I don't understand why really. I prefer to go to bed before midnight rather than wait around, so I don't go to new year parties/celebrations. Last one I went to (because my partner wanted to go), I just felt really awful. Like everyone thought I was boring, or I was a buzz kill. No way could I pretend to be happy. I ended up crying on my way home because I felt so boring and pathetic. I really don't need to feel like that, that I'm weird somehow.

I don't like parties generally (I'm too socially awkward and anxious) but particularly new year's - I think it's the waiting around for something that is arbitrary.
 
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AlexM

AlexM

To find the outer edge
Oct 31, 2019
125
Neither do I. Have to somehow be patient this pointless day-
 
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TAW122

TAW122

Emissary of the right to die.
Aug 30, 2018
6,724
Yeah, I prefer to stay at home, it's too crowded out there and also it's rather overrated imho. I think I'll just stay at home and treat it like just any other day really.
 
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thepolarbear

thepolarbear

'til we die
Dec 7, 2019
58
Me neither. Fuck new years, dude.
 
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Enshadowed

Enshadowed

Member
Dec 19, 2019
39
I also stay home and don't do anything to celebrate New Years. Guess I just don't see the point. Another year will come and the days will be the same as they were the previous year.
 
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mediocre

trapped here
Nov 9, 2019
1,441
I've never been to a New Years celebration in my life I absolutely hate them. I hate crowds. But mostly I hate having to face another year. I usually sleep through it.
 
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Farmmaa

Farmmaa

Specialist
Dec 4, 2019
343
I've never enjoyed New year's parties, even when I was young, healthy and happy.
 
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Soulless_Angel

Soulless_Angel

existence is futile
Jul 10, 2019
2,225
I once got dragged out when I was 19, in a bikini top and grass skirt, it was minus temps, in a sea side town. I didn't want to be there but went,... My first and last time ever doing that. I prefer to go bed as normal and get up as normal.
 
TearyEyedQueen

TearyEyedQueen

In the wrong timeline
Nov 14, 2019
366
Another reminder that a year went by and I'm still miserable. Tbh I've never been to a New Year party but maybe it's better cause I'd probably ruin everything with my downer mode.
 

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