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I'm exhausted
Living in constant fear. I need cats!!
- Jul 12, 2019
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If I do I would be dead. But because I don't, I'm still here.
After realizing history repeats itself, and for me it's the bad part of my history, I couldn't do the check I need to to go to the bathroom. It's my OCD. Now I'm triggered full of anxiety and still don't know why I'm giving this world a try. I've given it the benefit of the doubt that maybe the universe would be kinder to me one day. Nope getting worse. Abuse and hostility, from people I know to strangers that I have done nothing. Who knows maybe I did but police say otherwise. They always side with me, even tell me to file reports. So then what am I doing so wrong to attract these people?
After realizing history repeats itself, and for me it's the bad part of my history, I couldn't do the check I need to to go to the bathroom. It's my OCD. Now I'm triggered full of anxiety and still don't know why I'm giving this world a try. I've given it the benefit of the doubt that maybe the universe would be kinder to me one day. Nope getting worse. Abuse and hostility, from people I know to strangers that I have done nothing. Who knows maybe I did but police say otherwise. They always side with me, even tell me to file reports. So then what am I doing so wrong to attract these people?