☆AwaitingEntropy☆
Snuffing the Light Out
- Nov 6, 2021
- 208
Sigh... I had a good month where suicide wasn't my first immediate choice, but now it's back at the forefront.
Long story short, rent everywhere is too expensive, and the place my roommate and I were going rent from isn't going to be available after all. It's too late to find another cheap place with the funds we have and only a month away, so now I probably have to move back in with family.
I was prepared for something to go wrong, so I'm not surprised, but it's still unfortunate. I'm just done with it all. I hate it when life reaffirms my decision to not hope for anything. Constantly bracing yourself for the worst is a dreadful way to live, and yet it proves me right all the time.
Long story short, rent everywhere is too expensive, and the place my roommate and I were going rent from isn't going to be available after all. It's too late to find another cheap place with the funds we have and only a month away, so now I probably have to move back in with family.
I was prepared for something to go wrong, so I'm not surprised, but it's still unfortunate. I'm just done with it all. I hate it when life reaffirms my decision to not hope for anything. Constantly bracing yourself for the worst is a dreadful way to live, and yet it proves me right all the time.
