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LostZombie

LostZombie

Transgirl Chemist
Oct 10, 2025
101
My emotions have finally came back to me, and now I don't know who I am; I have always lived in the shadow of being someone else. Yet when I have access to the items to go I now finally understand what, I want to be; for a while I wanted be a person who I looked up to. Yet I'm scared of who I will become since I have always had someone by my side; to copy that person, but now I have nobody and I am nobody. I am just a tgirl who likes chemistry as of now, but I am unsure how to define me as a person. Any advice on how to be me?
 
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socksnsandles

Member
Oct 7, 2025
82
For me, I had an accident, and this basically caused me to have to live a life completely different than the one i always had imagined/intended for myself.

when i realized that my life was going to continue to be so far away from what i always planned on it to be, i decided it just wouldnt feel right to live it.

i say this to you because if you can imagine who you want to be, and its actually obtainable, than life could potentially be worth living.

who do you want to be?
 
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Hollowman

Empty
Dec 14, 2021
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I don't have any advice but I don't have much of an identity either. It makes life hell. Hopefully you'll figure something out.
 
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