casctb
Stubborn idiot that gives up too easily
- Jun 7, 2020
- 81
For the few of you that saw my posts, you know I had a whole plan set out to ctb. Long story short, started overthinking things and now I can't exactly go through with it anymore for various reasons. I'm still suicidal but because of my stupid ass I'm stuck here for awhile and I have no idea what to do now. I'm so indecisive about what my next actions should be. Should I go to see a psychologist? Check myself in the hospital? Either way I'm killing myself but just not right now so it doesn't matter really. Tried to do some soul searching but nothing is satisfying. I don't think anything will ever satisfy me.
Anyway thanks to you guys who actually listened and responded to a dumb asshole like me.
Anyway thanks to you guys who actually listened and responded to a dumb asshole like me.