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MelissaBlake
it's a false name. I want to be anonymous.
- Sep 11, 2020
- 11
I'm exhausted. I can't eat and sleep. Everyday I wake up terrified. I am receiving psychiatric treatment but I am not feeling better. I don't want to life, but I can't kill myself, because my family and boyfriend love me. I'm afraid that I will destroy them with my suicide. I only live for my family, boyfriend and my animals.
I am afraid of pain and disability. Every day I dream of euthanasia (it is legal in the Netherlands), I wish I could die peacefully, supported by my love and family. But I can't, because I live in Poland and euthanasia is illegal here and my relatives will never let me do that.
Please, help me...
I am afraid of pain and disability. Every day I dream of euthanasia (it is legal in the Netherlands), I wish I could die peacefully, supported by my love and family. But I can't, because I live in Poland and euthanasia is illegal here and my relatives will never let me do that.
Please, help me...