I dont know what to do

[jokerD]

Well I don't even know where to start I have been suffering from depression since I was 12 and I really think I want to commit suicide, I'm not sure, can someone give me some tips on what I should do with these thoughts?

 

[Inthewind]

Its really up to you, what you want to do. Consider if you are looking for change, like maybe changing your way of life, which can vary from doing a new habit to quitting and change jobs, to being a nomad or become a whole new person in another state/land. Think if changing things in someway can help(examples previously mentioned), or like seeking professional help services and see their recommendations.

 

[Unattainable666]

All I can say is dont make the decision off of your emotions. It's a decision to be made with a lot of thought. I wish you the best. If you want to pm I'm here

 

[AshClouds]

sounds like you're more or less on the fence, and you're not 100% either way. Don't make any decision if you find yourself in a state of heightened emotional distress, and try to make yourself better if its still possible. You can always talk with somebody too.

 

[FuneralCry]

I think only you know what you should do, it's a personal decision. But anyway best wishes.

 

[jokerD]

Its really up to you, what you want to do. Consider if you are looking for change, like maybe changing your way of life, which can vary from doing a new habit to quitting and change jobs, to being a nomad or become a whole new person in another state/land. Think if changing things in someway can help(examples previously mentioned), or like seeking professional help services and see their recommendations.

I visited a psychologist for 2 years and only felt worse and i dont think i really want to continue my life this week has been tough

 

[Inthewind]

I visited a psychologist for 2 years and only felt worse and i dont think i really want to continue my life this week has been tough

Understandable, doesnt work for everyone. Its not for me either.