Venting I don’t know what is real anymore. Losing touch with reality

[hellispink]

Have you ever felt like you dont know what is real and what isnt? like that your thoughts, behavior, or people dont match nothing anymore. I lost touch to reality I guess, I dont know if it is paranoic or if it is part of my BDP problem. I wish i was normal and i could focus only on ending it. I am over myself.

 

[Fadeawaaaay]

Yeah I realize that I've had a tenuous relationship to reality for decades but I didn't really know it

 

[Preparingforpeace]

Yeah, I know how you feel.