I don't know what I'm doing

[justfloating]

There is a very high chance I will CTB is situational at this point, I've written a note, I've written funeral plans. However I don't have a method.

I'm in the UK so we can pretty much rule out SN, I don't really have access to the charcoal method materials or a space to do it, the bag method or something is another no-go because I can't access these things. I don't really want to jump in front of a train because I saw a video and it was horrifying, also the impact of the driver, but at this point im not sure if theres another way.

I want to go in a peaceful and less violent way, preferably using drugs but im not sure what ?

please help if you can

 

[Renly302]

I'm in the same situation as you are. I lost my son 19 months ago and I contemplate suicide several times a week. I've tried to overdose on pills but was unsuccessful. I think about going in my garage and dying by carbon monoxide poisoning by putting a vacuum hose to my car's tail pipe and a bag at the end of the hose, taping it around my neck with my head inside the bag, but I'm afraid I may lose my confidence and rip the bag open. So I don't know what the easiest and quickest, most painless way to go is. I'm new to this group.

 

[Oyoy]

I'm in the same situation as you are. I lost my son 19 months ago and I contemplate suicide several times a week. I've tried to overdose on pills but was unsuccessful. I think about going in my garage and dying by carbon monoxide poisoning by putting a vacuum hose to my car's tail pipe and a bag at the end of the hose, taping it around my neck with my head inside the bag, but I'm afraid I may lose my confidence and rip the bag open. So I don't know what the easiest and quickest, most painless way to go is. I'm new to this group.

I'm so sorry about your baby.

 

[BFishy]

Modern cars wouldn't be an effective killer I'm afraid. Unless they don't have all the emission crap on them there that they do here in the states.


I am also very sorry for the loss of your child.

 

[BPD Barbie]

Why can you rule out SN in the UK? I know many people, myself included, that got SN recently without an issue. Check the resource thread for a list of the method megathreads, might be something there for you

 

[faust]

I am so sorry life has put you on the edge...
Wish everything is different to you!
Concerning methods, SN would be the easiest one and very reliable, even if you fail, you are not likely to get any severe damage to your body.
There are also H and F (I am in Ireland, never heard of F on the street). But that is against the law.
You can also try to research on amitriptyline method (though it is not very peaceful sometimes) and you will have to get ami. on DN anyway.
There are 3,4-drug methods on PePH, but still requires DN knowledge and if you never used it, likely to be scammed.
All in all, SN would be a better option because you won't have to violate laws, it is peaceful most of the time and easy to get in UK.
And, please, do your research again. Don't listen to a dolphin, he may be wrong sometimes