Venting I don't know much longer I can do this.

[vyvanceandvodka]

I got in a terrible fight with my abusive mom. I've been sobbing all day. My entire body is heavy. I feel numb and dissociated from reality. I have a lot of different pills I could take, but an overdose isn't how I want to go out. I live by a trail with a ton of trees. I'm tempted to go buy a rope and CTB right now. I just want to buy a gun and pull the trigger on myself. I'm so tired of all my pain. I can't escape no matter how hard I try to get better. I just needed to vent. I have nowhere to go. :( Thank you to anyone who listened.

 

[Obliviate]

That's exactly how I feel when I fight with my abusive mom. I'm ready to end it in an instant

 

[violetforever]

getting into arguments with my family is the worst for me too. no one apologizes and we just avoid speaking for days so the atmosphere is awkward and bleak. trying to get better in an abusive household feels useless since any progress can be taken from me quicker than it took for me to acquire it. sorry ur going through this too i hate it

 

[cymbaline23]

I feel the same way whenever my mom and I get into an argument. It feels like the world is ending. I'm sorry you're going through this.