Venting I don't know if my life will end from a plan or just because I go crazy one day.

[Mart]

I came up with a plan that isn't going to end up happening, at least for a while because of something that happened. I also keep getting these stupid little bits of hope. Like something good might actually happen. Always leads to me just looking stupid in the end though, it'll probably always end that way, won't it? These past two days I feel like I've actually been losing my mind. I feel like I'm not even going to get the dignity of having an actual plan come into fruition.

 

[Empty Smile]

I no longer make plans. Just like you, it never happens. Now I just eat my way through life, one day at a time.