i don't know if i want to continue to study, idk if it's worth it.

[Lestat_201]

i don't know what to do anymore, the last week i started a job and this week (wednesday) ended. i decided to come back at home (i've lived for 1 weeks in onether city, far from home) and now i should Study, i wanted to begin to prepar the exams, but know i don't want it anymore because i don't feel a stimulation, i can't even find a reason why i'm attending University (i had found a reason 2 months ago but now it seems just stupid and worthless) because i think i will never do somenthing in my life, i think that i will never find a job (a good and steady job, or i will never do the job i like.) i think that Study, attending University won't help, nothing will change and i can't see a future.
I think that even if i graduate nothing will change, i won't find a stable job, i won't do somenthing good, i won't have a better life, i'm a failure and i will always be a failure.
i will never do somenthing good in my life, so why should i continue to study? why should i keep going doing this? it's just a waste of time and money and mental healt.
what i should do? how can i find a stimulation? how can i believe somenthing will change if i think that my life won't change? i should begin to study but how can i do if i think it will be worthless?

 

[alienfreak]

i should begin to study but how can i do if i think it will be worthless?

You shouldnt. You need to come to some sort of conclusion: either that it is worth taking the chance despite the uncertainty of the outcome, or choose to not study. It could be a big mistake to waste a lot of time and money studying the wrong thing. Maybe you could find someone with a career you might want and discuss it with them

 

[Lestat_201]

You shouldnt. You need to come to some sort of conclusion: either that it is worth taking the chance despite the uncertainty of the outcome, or choose to not study. It could be a big mistake to waste a lot of time and money studying the wrong thing. Maybe you could find someone with a career you might want and discuss it with them

No, you don't get it, i'm already doing what i like. i began to study what i'm studying now because i'd like to do a job that have to do with what i'm studying. i'm just worried because i'm starting to think that nothing will change and i don't see a future.
now i think that this is useless and i won't do somenthing good in my life or i won't have a stable job. or i won't do the job i want to do.
btw i've already spent a lot of money and a lot of time (i attend the university since 2/3 years already) if i stop now is even worse. but i'm asking to myself if what i've done is good for somenthing.