I am exhausted from breaking down countless of times in my life. My life is soaked with suffering. I detest being in my body, I am so tired and sick of my body and face, I can't look at I can't feel it I can't touch it I can't be inside it anymore, I want it to die. I am so tired! I am so exhausted! I feel abused! I feel disgusting! I feel powerless! And I don't know how many more times I can crash down before I lose my mind and become a a vegetable in a mental hospital. I want to die before that happens. I feel hopeless.
Me neither.
And the thing is that every time, the crashes are harder and hurt more.
And the thing is that every time, the crashes are harder and hurt more.
Gromit-CTB
time for ctb
- Nov 14, 2020
- 847
Feel exactly the same. To many people say tough it out, you can do it. Well F you all I don't want to. Let me sleep tonight and never wake up.
GravityUtilizer
Born to lose
- May 22, 2020
- 737
SmellyRat
Arcanist
- Nov 5, 2018
- 479
You aren't alone
I hate how pointless and cruel life is too.
I hate how pointless and cruel life is too.
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Same here they always say your anxiety and depression will get better. Yeh it'll get better for a little bit but it always crashes. Even when it's "better" I still have a hard time going out and functioning like a normal person.
I asked my therapist why live and she said. Live to die or die to live. Something like that ands it like okay so you don't know either. Lol
I asked my therapist why live and she said. Live to die or die to live. Something like that ands it like okay so you don't know either. Lol
