Story I dont have to do the sn method because I did shit

[Voldmort]

My father saw me researching on the internet benzodiapzepines and opiates. he thinks I'm a drug addict. I'm fucked. he does not believes the stories I've invented and will monitor all purchases that arrive at my address. I fucked up. I fucked up. I do not know where they sell sn here besides the internet.

 

[Arak]

I don't know how he would react to the truth ...

Maybe a friend can help you.

 

[Voldmort]

I don't know how he would react to the truth ...

Maybe a friend can help you.

he hit me. I'll try to deal with this with a friend. I'm looking for partners too, maybe I meet.

 

[worldexploder]

I am sorry dude! I know how devastating this can be. I'm pretty much in the same predicament with getting a firearm or purchasing anything online because my aunt controls the bank account.

 

[Cody111]

Sorry to hear bout your situation dude. No one should have to put up with that.
Hope you can figure out a work around.

Do you have a friend that is aware of your situation and thoughts?

Are yoj able to get away from the house for a while, few days or something?

 

[Lifeisatrap]

I'm so sorry, I'm currently stuggling with the same barrier. I'm an adult yet still being infantilize by parents and society simply for not having a desire to continue existing. Living with parents makes it alot more difficult than it already is. You have to be alot more sneaky and careful of not getting caught.

 

[OkTotti]

what a shame...and you've done so much research in taking SN, detailing your step by step process. Can you ship SN to a different address ? To a friend or the post office?