My father saw me researching on the internet benzodiapzepines and opiates. he thinks I'm a drug addict. I'm fucked. he does not believes the stories I've invented and will monitor all purchases that arrive at my address. I fucked up. I fucked up. I do not know where they sell sn here besides the internet.
I don't know how he would react to the truth ...
Maybe a friend can help you.
Maybe a friend can help you.
he hit me. I'll try to deal with this with a friend. I'm looking for partners too, maybe I meet.
worldexploder
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- Sep 19, 2018
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I am sorry dude! I know how devastating this can be. I'm pretty much in the same predicament with getting a firearm or purchasing anything online because my aunt controls the bank account.
Sorry to hear bout your situation dude. No one should have to put up with that.
Hope you can figure out a work around.
Do you have a friend that is aware of your situation and thoughts?
Are yoj able to get away from the house for a while, few days or something?
Hope you can figure out a work around.
Do you have a friend that is aware of your situation and thoughts?
Are yoj able to get away from the house for a while, few days or something?
I'm so sorry, I'm currently stuggling with the same barrier. I'm an adult yet still being infantilize by parents and society simply for not having a desire to continue existing. Living with parents makes it alot more difficult than it already is. You have to be alot more sneaky and careful of not getting caught.
what a shame...and you've done so much research in taking SN, detailing your step by step process. Can you ship SN to a different address ? To a friend or the post office?
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