death137
miserable
- Jun 25, 2020
- 1,166
About 2 years ago I was telling myself to not look up but down and feel grateful for what I've because there are ppl who don't even have what I've. I was feeling a little better at first but then I quickly returned to my depressive/suicidal state. When I look at that period now I see it as a pathetic attempt. I think if there are ppl who genuinely feel grateful then good for them but for those who don't then its ok if they feel very angry or suicidal about their situation. I don't want to feel grateful for a life that is mostly determined by chance. I didn't ask to be born let alone the situations I'm in. The only way forward is to die.