Venting I don’t even know

[Stormboxer]

I don't know how you people can write stuff that makes sense. I hate how most people here are able to communicate like normal human beings. Because if all of you are at the lowest a person can be what does that make me? At least you guys might have felt normal at one point, at least you might have talked to people and experienced some facet of a normal life. I'm not even a person at this point.

I am on my last days and I have nothing but brain fog. I've seen so many farewell threads on this site that would make anyone tear up, so many threads full of people making connections or having genuine conversations. IM SO FUCKED UP I CANT EVEN MAKE CONNECTIONS ONLINE let alone real life. I had the chance to learn new things and grow with my time here but I wasted it all. There is nothing for me in this world.

 

[meetapple]

Some people have the gift of gab. It doesn't mean you are a loser.

 

[jodes2]

I'm the same, my anxiety and ADHD makes communicating very hard so I just keep to one line responses online and don't have any social contact IRL

 

[catflowers]

I don't know how you people can write stuff that makes sense. I hate how most people here are able to communicate like normal human beings. Because if all of you are at the lowest a person can be what does that make me? At least you guys might have felt normal at one point, at least you might have talked to people and experienced some facet of a normal life. I'm not even a person at this point.

I am on my last days and I have nothing but brain fog. I've seen so many farewell threads on this site that would make anyone tear up, so many threads full of people making connections or having genuine conversations. IM SO FUCKED UP I CANT EVEN MAKE CONNECTIONS ONLINE let alone real life. I had the chance to learn new things and grow with my time here but I wasted it all. There is nothing for me in this world.

i'm a lonely fuck too half the time when i make comments on this forum people say i left a shitty disrespectful comment

 

[Girl-shaped Wound]

I'm sorry that you feel this way. Living with brain fog is an absolute hell. It's so hard to explain to someone who has not experienced it how it ruins your ability to function, not to mention enjoy being alive. My brain is completely fried despite not taking any illegal drugs, how unfair is that? All because I was born with ADHD...
I relate to you being unable to connect to others IRL or online. I have a particular personality/interests plus mental disorders that make it even worse. It's extremely difficult for me to find someone that I actually become emotionally attached to – and who will care about me as well. You have no idea how many times I wanted to be friends with someone I saw online SO MUCH, but it didn't work out. They were similar people to me too, so all I can assume is that it was some combination of bad luck and me fucking up constantly by doing... something, idk what, wrong.
You are not alone with those shitty feelings

 

[catflowers]

I'm sorry that you feel this way. Living with brain fog is an absolute hell. It's so hard to explain to someone who has not experienced it how it ruins your ability to function, not to mention enjoy being alive. My brain is completely fried despite not taking any illegal drugs, how unfair is that? All because I was born with ADHD...
I relate to you being unable to connect to others IRL or online. I have a particular personality/interests plus mental disorders that make it even worse. It's extremely difficult for me to find someone that I actually become emotionally attached to – and who will care about me as well. You have no idea how many times I wanted to be friends with someone I saw online SO MUCH, but it didn't work out. They were similar people to me too, so all I can assume is that it was some combination of bad luck and me fucking up constantly by doing... something, idk what, wrong.
You are not alone with those shitty feelings

im done with my life online everryone hates me

 

[FuneralCry]

There is also nothing here for me in this world. I've always been bad at writing and communicating and I've never really been able to relate to people at all, it's just the way that I am but I would rather be alone anyway. It really is such a depressing existence and I'm sorry that you suffer like this.

 

[Fadeawaaaay]

Only thing I can feel is vague terror …

 

[foreverfalling]

I can understand you feel all alone in your situation, and that you feel you have it much worse than other people because of what you see. I've often felt a similar way and feel unable to express myself either. I'm sure there may be other people that feel similar, and perhaps just aren't posting or are unable to. I think that it makes you all the more human to be able to recognise this loneliness and to admit to it.