BipolarGuy
Enlightened
- Aug 6, 2020
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So I don't actually want to end my life at all.
This obviously isn't the direction in which I ever wanted my life to go.
But I feel my life won't get better.
So much potential (even though I say so myself) torn apart by circumstances and depression.
Anyone else feel the same?
I've thought about how I could make a statement with my suicide.
I've decided against taking my life on the grounds of the head office of mental health services, or outside the home of the people involved in my 'care'.
Instead, I've written an email to EVERYONE involved in my mental health care, and copied in members of parliament, the chief operating officer of the mental health trust (very senior manager), an inspector at the Care Quality Commission, and the chief editors of local newspapers to put pressure on people to give me help.
I have hinted in the emails that this won't end well if I don't get help, but I haven't said enough to give them authority to detain me.
They won't be able to wriggle out of this very easily...
This obviously isn't the direction in which I ever wanted my life to go.
But I feel my life won't get better.
So much potential (even though I say so myself) torn apart by circumstances and depression.
Anyone else feel the same?
I've thought about how I could make a statement with my suicide.
I've decided against taking my life on the grounds of the head office of mental health services, or outside the home of the people involved in my 'care'.
Instead, I've written an email to EVERYONE involved in my mental health care, and copied in members of parliament, the chief operating officer of the mental health trust (very senior manager), an inspector at the Care Quality Commission, and the chief editors of local newspapers to put pressure on people to give me help.
I have hinted in the emails that this won't end well if I don't get help, but I haven't said enough to give them authority to detain me.
They won't be able to wriggle out of this very easily...
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