I dislike people so much its almost crippling mentally to even go outside.

[fallingbehind]

I have to wake up very early and mentally prepare myself before I go to class or get groceries/buy food (the only reasons I leave my dorm).

Its actual mental anguish even having to look at other people and hear their voices. Its torture and its getting worse and worse the closer I get to my ctb date.

I can only talk to my father normally, with literally every other person I have to force myself to interact.

 

[badatparties]

I'm starting to get like this too. My resentment towards these fuckers is so palpable. Not so much strangers, but people I know whom I've seen shitty behaviors from. It's starting to happen with strangers as well i think. It makes sense, people are full of shit, and some of them have hurt us deeply.

I don't know how i can function in society like that.

 

[hikikomorizombie]

Yeah. I thought finding the truth/my philosophy would help with that but it unfortunately made it worse'ignorance is bliss' seems to apply to any & everything.

 

[fallingbehind]

I'm starting to get like this too. My resentment towards these fuckers is so palpable. Not so much strangers, but people I know whom I've seen shitty behaviors from. It's starting to happen with strangers as well i think. It makes sense, people are full of shit, and some of them have hurt us deeply.

I don't know how i can function in society like that.

Exactly it. And not to derail the topic but this is a big reason I even use this site. Because anonymous convos with strangers in similar situtations are more fulfilling than crap interactions with complete strangers about your issues (they dont give two shits about you and just want your money) or anyone else really, imo.

 

[chudeatte]

this is the same with me, I cant even handle my family. even the simplest interactions like walking past people on the street make me sick. I cant stand anyone in any capacity. how am I even supposed to continue life like this when social interactions or people in general are the hardest things to avoid? I hate it, but I still hate people more

 

[Proceed]

I find most people other than my online friends and my dad to be obnoxious but I just ignore them.

 

[Pluto]

 

[TwistedNightmares]

I feel exactly the same way. Have felt this way towards people ever since I was a kid.