I died. Was given life saving procedures. I wish i was never brought back.

[usernamehere]

I overdosed. I texted my girlfriend inconsiderate words so she called 911. I was given cpr and defibrillator. I was on breathing tubes. Life support in the icu. When i died there was nothing just black. Scary yet suffering after a decade of treatment is scary. Im not going to attempt. I just wish i had died. Now im more physically disabled and in alot of other ways im in a worse situation. I wish i never. Or that it had.. now i just have to cope with even more. Like i said im not going to attempt i don't want to go through being in the hospital for a month or more again. I don't want to be more disabled. I also suffered a brain injury. I just made my life worse. This isn't a warning its me venting. All that's left to do is cope with a life that already felt too much. Now its so much more

 

[finallydone]

i'm sorry to hear you have to endure this and i wish your luck was better than this

 

[tiredofliving_]

I can relate. I was also brought back last year. I'm angry every day they brought me back. I just want to find peace. So sorry for your pain.

 

[maniac116]

Overdose is terribly undependable & risky. I'm sorry you were at that point in your life.
I hope you're able to find peace

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand just wanting to be gone, it's so cruel to me how there's all this suffering in existing. But anyway I wish you the best.