elizabeth.luck

elizabeth.luck

Eliminate your map.
Mar 10, 2019
124
I took about a nine month break from this site. In that time, someone I met on here caught the bus. We got really close and I thought seeing how his family reacted would help me stay alive but after awhile, they just forgot about him. I really tried to live life and get better. I really did. But now I think I'm done. Looking forward to get to know who is here now in the time I have left.
 
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LMLN

LMLN

Paragon
Aug 10, 2019
929
Welcome back...but sorry it's under these circumstances. There is always a listening ear and shoulder to cry on whenever you need. ❤
 
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Flume

Villain
Oct 28, 2019
300
Seeing death face to face sure fucks you up buddy I know all about it :heart: You can read my post called dad if you want might make you feel less lonely.
 
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Ark

Arcanist
Oct 18, 2019
412
Welcome back. I hope you can find some ways and people here to help you along your journey regardless of where it is going.
 
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SinisterKid

SinisterKid

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Jun 1, 2019
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Welcome home. Its a shame you felt a need to return, but also thankful this place is still here for you to return to.
 
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TowerUpright

Disillusioned
May 26, 2019
602
Welcome back, e.l. I hope you can find friends and meaningful relationships. Feel free to PM if you'd like. I'd be interested in knowing your observations on your friend's family's reactions.
 
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Despondent

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Dec 20, 2019
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Welcome back to the SS family ❤ I'm sorry to hear this :(
 
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TimeToBiteTheDust

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Nov 7, 2019
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Welcome back to the SS family. .
 
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BPD Barbie

BPD Barbie

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Dec 1, 2019
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Bittersweet to return I suppose. Welcome back :heart:
 
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HereToday

HereToday

Arcanist
Dec 27, 2019
437
What do you mean by 'forgot about him'? Damn I know everyone's different but when my friend died I was distraught for a whole year afterwards, can't imagine forgetting a family member in 9 months
 
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LMLN

LMLN

Paragon
Aug 10, 2019
929
What do you mean by 'forgot about him'? Damn I know everyone's different but when my friend died I was distraught for a whole year afterwards, can't imagine forgetting a family member in 9 months
I think that is how some families deal with grief. My husband died early last year. At my last visit I saw that his parents had put away all his pictures. Not one word about him. Nothing. Nobody wants to talk about him.
 
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Enshadowed

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Dec 19, 2019
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Sorry to hear what happened. Welcome back and hope you are able to find a little solace here with the rest of us.
 
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jgm63

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Oct 28, 2019
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I took about a nine month break from this site. In that time, someone I met on here caught the bus. We got really close and I thought seeing how his family reacted would help me stay alive but after awhile, they just forgot about him. I really tried to live life and get better. I really did. But now I think I'm done. Looking forward to get to know who is here now in the time I have left.
Hi... Haven't spoken to you before but hope we can offer you great customer service and support :sunglasses:
Perhaps you could take your time and think things through a bit.
Maybe with some love and support here you might even rethink CTB ? (if you wanted, but it not then no problem of course)
But if not then we'll of course try to support you in whichever way you want.....

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elizabeth.luck

elizabeth.luck

Eliminate your map.
Mar 10, 2019
124
I think that is how some families deal with grief. My husband died early last year. At my last visit I saw that his parents had put away all his pictures. Not one word about him. Nothing. Nobody wants to talk about him.

Yeah, that's pretty much it. Also his wife is always posting about cool places she's visiting. She doesn't have to take care of my friend anymore. She's free.
 
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KiraLittleOwl

Lost in transition
Jan 25, 2019
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Yeah, that's pretty much it. Also his wife is always posting about cool places she's visiting. She doesn't have to take care of my friend anymore. She's free.
Not don't we want that our family will be able to move on and live their lives?
 
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elizabeth.luck

elizabeth.luck

Eliminate your map.
Mar 10, 2019
124
Not don't we want that our family will be able to move on and live their lives?

Very well but you don't know the whole story in this situation.
 
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Edward1

Meh!
Sep 18, 2019
267
I took about a nine month break from this site. In that time, someone I met on here caught the bus. We got really close and I thought seeing how his family reacted would help me stay alive but after awhile, they just forgot about him. I really tried to live life and get better. I really did. But now I think I'm done. Looking forward to get to know who is here now in the time I have left.
I'm so sorry to here this.
 
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TAW122

Emissary of the right to die.
Aug 30, 2018
6,819
Welcome back, and life can be really shitty indeed. :aw::hug: I had times where I wasn't as active, but given that things have tanked once again, I find myself back here too. Since you have been away for 9+ months, I would say there were a few things that changed. In the summer, there was a case that brought our site into the limelight (rather in a negative sense), and then there are people who come and go on this site as well. Some of the older members that used to be around aren't anymore and also there has been changes in the moderator/staff team (some older moderators are no longer mods and/or left the site while new ones took their place).
 
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Final Escape

I’ve been here too long
Jul 8, 2018
4,348
That was a long break, I had tried to take a break for awhile here and there but usually events will unravel me and I'm back here.