Venting I didn't plan for my future because honestly I didn't think I'd make it this far

[ultrasharpy123456]

I kinda planned on killing myself wayyyyyyyy earlier.

 

[jaxxon_sunn]

I definitely wanted to go at 18 at most. It seemed so far away and that things would change.

 

[Ferret77]

Same, honestly. I've been suicidal since 11, and it's amazing how I've made it this far. So kudos to us, I think.
But even now....When someone asks me, what's my dream in life, I can't really answer them, since I've been in a survival mode for so long, there's no way to tell how long I'm still going to be here.