Venting I did it. I ordered what I need to ctb.

[tsumuguxi]

I've decided to get a tree ratchet and some bean bags and go with the self strangulation method. It should be like going to sleep right? The only issue I have is I really don't want my boyfriend to find my body but it's winter where I live so idk where else I would do it.

 

[coolbreeze56]

Hope you find the peace you're looking for.

 

[FuneralCry]

I wish you the best of luck with your plans, I hope that you eventually find the freedom you are searching for.

 

[Gonnerr]

Good luck , i hope you find a solution. And get freedom.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

I wish you all the best with your plan and I hope you find peace. Good luck!

 

[lightnings]

Hope you get the freedom you are looking for

 

[remcycler]

Whatever your decision is, make sure you're knowledgeable on your choice, there are resources either way just gotta dig a bit, I wish you the best.