Life_and_Death
Do what's best for you 🕯️ Sometimes I'm stressed
- Jul 1, 2020
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I have 2 people that would do anything in the world for me. And I've fucked up everything
I have 2 people that would do anything in the world for me. And I've fucked up everything
Well we already know the story with my friend. https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/i-fed-up.42649/You don't have to answer this if it makes you uncomfortable, but please, if you can, could you give us more details of what exactly happened?
Well we already know the story with my friend. https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/i-fed-up.42649/
And I've been trying to break up with my husband for the past month and it sink in yesterday that I'm serious and now I feel like shit. I can't do anything right.
These are 2 different people. My friend is actually my ex I ended up fucking over time and time again so I broke up with him. Got married a few years later then reconnected with him. (and clearly I'm still fucking up)Ok, just so i can position myself, is the husband the same guy you were trying to get back together with in the last post or is he another person entirely who wasn't mentioned in the last post at all?
I need to know this before i can say anything to help.
These are 2 different people. My friend is actually my ex I ended up fucking over time and time again so I broke up with him. Got married a few years later then reconnected with him. (and clearly I'm still fucking up)
right now they are both hurting and its all my fault.....if only they never knew me
Just remember i'm totally dumb and have no experience with relationships, these advices are just me trying my best.
@maru. im thinking ill pick neither. the last thing they need in their life is someone like me.
In my experience, both giving and receiving advice, some of the best advice can come from someone who has little to no experience, because they can see things from the outside more clearly than someone who is in it or has been in it.
i have been talking to them. thats why i feel guilty :(Don't hurt yourself due to what you think they feel, talk to them and find out what's really in their hearts.
i have been talking to them. thats why i feel guilty :(
well i wronged my friend worse then i ever have before so hes crying and my husband loves me and doesnt want me to go so hes crying. how can i not feel guilty
I understand how you feel. In my eyes I definitely deserve to die since I don't care about life and willingly let go of good opportunities out of pure laziness while some people would do anything to get some of the things I have. I'm breaking a perfectly good life and really don't feel like I deserve any of what I have. With that said, I do think that we're harsher on ourselves than most other people would ever be on us. When it's your own emotions causing the problems it feels like a failure on your part and it can be very frustrating, but in reality lots of people screw up because of the way they feel. It's not terrible to fail or throw away good chances, it's just part of being an imperfect human.
dont feel sorry for me. i could have avoided this. its my own fault.
i dont love my husband anymore, but i still really care about him. and they both hate each other a lot. i have a feeling an open relationship is out of the question. plus i talked about it with both of them. not as a open relationship with them but.....well just go back to my compulsive cheating post