Venting I deserve no less

[sorlox]

i'm a terrible person. i've caused so much pain and troubles to my relatives and friends back then. This is hauting me every day. And here i am, whining and trying to escape my eternal punishment, instead of repenting for my sins. I deserve all of crap that happens to me. Why am i such a monstrosity? God damn it, Adolf Hitler was better person than me. I'm doing no good to this world. Idk if God exists, but he got the right sinner this time. kill me please