Sweet Release
Experienced
- Nov 24, 2019
- 252
Hey.
I'm just venting but if anyone else would like to share their experiences in the comments below then please do so.
The thing with regret is that you are always tormented by the belief that your life could have been so much better.
"If only I did that..." or "If only I didn't...".
If only I was more careful, if only I listened, if only I didn't lose my temper, if only got there in time, if only I didn't take drugs .... etc, etc, etc.
These are just a few examples of what people think to themselves every single day.
I am not saying my life was perfect (life never is) but there were a brief couple of years when I genuinely believed I would achieve my dreams.
It sounds stupid now but I miss those years so much!
There were people who believed in me and said I had potential and I genuinely believed it.
Its very frightening to think it only takes one wrong move for it all to come crashing down.
All those beautiful dreams are gone now, replaced by nightmares.
Hey, thats it.
Just wanted a chance to get some of this poison out of my system before I CTB.
I'm just venting but if anyone else would like to share their experiences in the comments below then please do so.
The thing with regret is that you are always tormented by the belief that your life could have been so much better.
"If only I did that..." or "If only I didn't...".
If only I was more careful, if only I listened, if only I didn't lose my temper, if only got there in time, if only I didn't take drugs .... etc, etc, etc.
These are just a few examples of what people think to themselves every single day.
I am not saying my life was perfect (life never is) but there were a brief couple of years when I genuinely believed I would achieve my dreams.
It sounds stupid now but I miss those years so much!
There were people who believed in me and said I had potential and I genuinely believed it.
Its very frightening to think it only takes one wrong move for it all to come crashing down.
All those beautiful dreams are gone now, replaced by nightmares.
Hey, thats it.
Just wanted a chance to get some of this poison out of my system before I CTB.