Jodes

Jodes

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Nov 23, 2018
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I'm alone, I have everything, I just have a few things to do! I'm going to write notes. I haven't started yet at all, I'm going to do a top down approach, just start with the most important paragraph, for the most important people, and work my way out from there if I decide to. Then I'll have my final treat day or two with photos and stuff and I'll go. If I change my mind in any of that time, so be it, I'll be more prepared if I decide to do it another time.

But I do feel like celebrating tonight!! Whoohooooooooo fuck me I feel closer than ever
 
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Jodes

Jodes

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Nov 23, 2018
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I love being here lol. It's beyond surreal. Sort of ironic squared
 
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No life

I have to go soon now
Mar 27, 2019
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Hi where are u from,do u need a ctb partner
 
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Addy92

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Mar 24, 2019
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I could go now. But for me I have to hold out as long as I can. It's tempting though.

Having a way out helps IMO.
 
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Jodes

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Nov 23, 2018
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I could go now. But for me I have to hold out as long as I can. It's tempting though.

Having a way out helps IMO.
It does for me too. Not that having one is a good recommendation. Sorry you feel you're having to hold out
 
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Addy92

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Mar 24, 2019
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It does for me too. Not that having one is a good recommendation. Sorry you feel you're having to hold out

Not sure how much I've fucked my life up yet. I'm sure it will be made apparent soon.
 
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Jodes

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Nov 23, 2018
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Not sure how much I've fucked my life up yet. I'm sure it will be made apparent soon.
It's funny how you don't sound worried. I know that feeling. I guess you just have to remember that feeling.
Sorry - I'm sure you are worried - I hope not too much, and that being here actually helps
 
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Addy92

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Mar 24, 2019
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It's funny how you don't sound worried. I know that feeling. I guess you just have to remember that feeling

I am worried. But the worry has passed I've kinda accepted what will happen. I'm just enjoying what I can while I can. Right now it's not sleep unfortunately.
 
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Jodes

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Nov 23, 2018
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I am worried. But the worry has passed I've kinda accepted what will happen. I'm just enjoying what I can while I can. Right now it's not sleep unfortunately.
You in hospital??
 
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