
Tobacco
Efilist. Possible promortalist.
- Jan 14, 2023
- 198
Hello everyone.
I know I don't post as much as I did before but I guess that's a good thing. Life is letting me breathe a little and now I have a couple of personal projects and stable employment after like 3 years.
When I say to "accomplish another year" I mean last time I posted a thread like this, it was my birthday last year and I was so happy that I made it to another year without CTB. For a few years, birthdays were very sad for me but I have lowered my bar for satisfaction so I'm happy just recognizing life allowed me to experience enough goodness and pleasure as to not jump in front of a train or jump from a tall building. My birthday this year was almost a month ago and I was very happy because of that reason again.
I want to finish saying that I hope everyone would have the same opportunity, and I think it's not fair for all the people that need it to not have it, that's why I was hesitant to even make this post.
I know I don't post as much as I did before but I guess that's a good thing. Life is letting me breathe a little and now I have a couple of personal projects and stable employment after like 3 years.
When I say to "accomplish another year" I mean last time I posted a thread like this, it was my birthday last year and I was so happy that I made it to another year without CTB. For a few years, birthdays were very sad for me but I have lowered my bar for satisfaction so I'm happy just recognizing life allowed me to experience enough goodness and pleasure as to not jump in front of a train or jump from a tall building. My birthday this year was almost a month ago and I was very happy because of that reason again.
I want to finish saying that I hope everyone would have the same opportunity, and I think it's not fair for all the people that need it to not have it, that's why I was hesitant to even make this post.