its-about-time
nope
- Mar 19, 2022
- 807
I am good at being charming. I can be pretty funny and a good listener and empathic and adventurous. People generally immediately like me. Then they get to know me and realize how overwhelmingly negative and depressing and self-centered I am. Every significant relationship I've ever had has ended because my shitty mental health is too overwhelming. That exact word has been used - overwhelming.
I just feel really fucking pathetic and unlovable. The cover of the book makes it look interesting then when they read it it's not even worth finishing halfway. I loathe myself. I wish everyone I love had never met me. There's my stupid rant today. Fuck me, fuck this existence, fuck emotions, whatever.
I just feel really fucking pathetic and unlovable. The cover of the book makes it look interesting then when they read it it's not even worth finishing halfway. I loathe myself. I wish everyone I love had never met me. There's my stupid rant today. Fuck me, fuck this existence, fuck emotions, whatever.