degeneratewaste

degeneratewaste

dressed for the grave.
Aug 24, 2020
264
my apartment was fucking disgusting. borderline squalid, if I'm honest. but I finally did it. I have cleaned my entire place. it feels strange not to be sitting uncomfortable with my own filth. it's been hard, and I'm exhausted now, but I did it.
 
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MichaelNomad123

MichaelNomad123

Jesus
Oct 15, 2020
433
Feels good, right? Good job buddy. Make sure to commit the good vibes to your brain. I think folks like us have trouble storing joy from good events.
 
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woxihuanni

woxihuanni

Illuminated
Aug 19, 2019
3,299
Way to go! I feel relieved for you. I'd do the same if I was allowed any agency in this house.
 
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DeadbyDawn63

DeadbyDawn63

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Nov 1, 2020
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my apartment was fucking disgusting. borderline squalid, if I'm honest. but I finally did it. I have cleaned my entire place. it feels strange not to be sitting uncomfortable with my own filth. it's been hard, and I'm exhausted now, but I did it.
Mine looks like someone burgled it. I have stuff all over the bed which I'm sleeping in. I haven't washed the dishes since God knows when. I feel your pain!! Way to go for pushing through!!
 
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Good4Nothing

Good4Nothing

Unlovable
May 8, 2020
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Can you come help me clean mine?
 
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Lilacmoon

Lilacmoon

Beautiful moon, take me away.
Sep 23, 2020
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my apartment was fucking disgusting. borderline squalid, if I'm honest. but I finally did it. I have cleaned my entire place. it feels strange not to be sitting uncomfortable with my own filth. it's been hard, and I'm exhausted now, but I did it.
you're so adorable and talented and I love you <3
 
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degeneratewaste

degeneratewaste

dressed for the grave.
Aug 24, 2020
264
Mine looks like someone burgled it. I have stuff all over the bed which I'm sleeping in. I haven't washed the dishes since God knows when. I feel your pain!! Way to go for pushing through!!
literally the entire contents of my cupboard were all over my worktops. I had so many dishes that I had nothing clean left. the change that I've seen today has been pretty damn drastic.
Can you come help me clean mine?
I am exhausted now. but maybe after a nap ;-)
 
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antigone_iris

antigone_iris

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Oct 25, 2020
651
Well done! :hug: :heart:
 
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DJJE

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Sep 29, 2020
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Well done. It can be tough to do when you don't have a system or a routine. I used to have a 3 productive things rule. Where I'd only have a beer in the evening if I'd done 3 productive things in a day.
 
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Well done! Hopefully you will sleep well tonight.
 
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allym101

allym101

Ally
May 29, 2020
277
Aw good job:happy: It feels so good to sleep in a clean room with freshly washed bed sheets
 
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HelloHell

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Dec 26, 2019
443
Way to go!
You did wonderful, congrats!
 
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LonelyDude15

LonelyDude15

Currently Spiraling
Sep 26, 2020
277
Please tell me your room is feng shui
 
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DeadbyDawn63

DeadbyDawn63

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Nov 1, 2020
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Aw good job:happy: It feels so good to sleep in a clean room with freshly washed bed sheets
I still haven't got around to doing mine. I feel like a pig.
 
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allym101

allym101

Ally
May 29, 2020
277
I still haven't got around to doing mine. I feel like a pig.
Aw no, you're not a pig :( I get lazy when it comes to cleaning my room too. I have to usher up so much energy both physically and mentally and usually in the end I just give up.
 
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DeadbyDawn63

DeadbyDawn63

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Nov 1, 2020
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It's getting me down, well more down. I've tried little bits at a time but it doesn't work anymore.
 
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allym101

allym101

Ally
May 29, 2020
277
It's getting me down, well more down. I've tried little bits at a time but it doesn't work anymore.
Yeah I get that.. I wish things didn't have to be so hard. I feel so lazy all the time and it makes my already horrible mood 10x worse.
 
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MichaelNomad123

MichaelNomad123

Jesus
Oct 15, 2020
433
Procrastination tip for you boys and girls:

If you're putting something off, take an object related to whatever task it is and leave it out in a place that you frequent or occupy for most of the day. For example when I need to hoover, I'll get up and leave the hoover in the hall until I eventually do it. Similarly, I bought an alcohol stove about 2 months ago and haven't used it yet. It was in my backpack. I took it out today and just left it on my desk. I have already took it apart and learned all the parts. Tomorrow I will light it for the first time. I've found that out of sight is often out of mind, so I just try to reverse engineer it by forcing my monkey brain to see.
 
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Procrastination tip for you boys and girls:

If you're putting something off, take an object related to whatever task it is and leave it out in a place that you frequent or occupy for most of the day. For example when I need to hoover, I'll get up and leave the hoover in the hall until I eventually do it. Similarly, I bought an alcohol stove about 2 months ago and haven't used it yet. It was in my backpack. I took it out today and just left it on my desk. I have already took it apart and learned all the parts. Tomorrow I will light it for the first time. I've found that out of sight is often out of mind, so I just try to reverse engineer it by forcing my monkey brain to see.
I do exactly this. I irritate myself into doing things I'm putting off. I'm currently putting off testing different sims in my phone to get the provider with the best reception, and doing a clean remove/reinstall of my graphics drivers.
 
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degeneratewaste

degeneratewaste

dressed for the grave.
Aug 24, 2020
264
Procrastination tip for you boys and girls:

If you're putting something off, take an object related to whatever task it is and leave it out in a place that you frequent or occupy for most of the day. For example when I need to hoover, I'll get up and leave the hoover in the hall until I eventually do it. Similarly, I bought an alcohol stove about 2 months ago and haven't used it yet. It was in my backpack. I took it out today and just left it on my desk. I have already took it apart and learned all the parts. Tomorrow I will light it for the first time. I've found that out of sight is often out of mind, so I just try to reverse engineer it by forcing my monkey brain to see.
this is some great advice. thank you for sharing.
 
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Ghost2211

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Jan 20, 2020
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It always feels really good to clean up a space, and it seems like the extra effort and energy it takes makes the reward even greater. It certainly can be hard to push ourselves to do things as intensive as cleaning. Congratulations on achieving such a healthy goal.
 
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DeadbyDawn63

DeadbyDawn63

Member
Nov 1, 2020
33
It always feels really good to clean up a space, and it seems like the extra effort and energy it takes makes the reward even greater. It certainly can be hard to push ourselves to do things as intensive as cleaning. Congratulations on achieving such a healthy goal.
I've realized it's really not normal to have a toaster on your bed...
 
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Fedrea

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May 14, 2020
326
my apartment was fucking disgusting. borderline squalid, if I'm honest. but I finally did it. I have cleaned my entire place. it feels strange not to be sitting uncomfortable with my own filth. it's been hard, and I'm exhausted now, but I did it.
Small victories! Well done
 
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