I'm only 18 and I hate how bad things are, and I'm really sad that things have come to this point. Every service that I try doesn't offer me any help, and usually they'll tell me to go somewhere else.
Even if I tell them how suicidal I feel, they still don't help. Even after multiple attempts, I'm still sent home from the hospital after speaking to the psych team for 5 minutes.
I'm too tried to fight it anymore, and I really think that this is my final option.
Life just isn't worth it anymore.
I'm going to kill myself soon. I'm not sure when, but I feel like I have no other choice. I don't want to feel this way anymore. I can't eat. I can't sleep. I can't go to college. I can't do anything anymore.
I wish I'd never been born in the first place.
Even if I tell them how suicidal I feel, they still don't help. Even after multiple attempts, I'm still sent home from the hospital after speaking to the psych team for 5 minutes.
I'm too tried to fight it anymore, and I really think that this is my final option.
Life just isn't worth it anymore.
I'm going to kill myself soon. I'm not sure when, but I feel like I have no other choice. I don't want to feel this way anymore. I can't eat. I can't sleep. I can't go to college. I can't do anything anymore.
I wish I'd never been born in the first place.
