i can't stand this feeling anymore

[bloodystarzklt]

Well, I came back here once again. Funny how the answer to my life always seems to be suicide. In the last few days that I was away I did absolutely nothing, it was just another failed attempt to recover.

I wanted people to see and understand that I'm trying, I really am but things just seem to get more and more difficult and I don't know how to deal with it all alone. I can't make It on my own.

I just wish something or someone could make it stop, but there is no end to all misery and suffering other than death itself. We are abandoned in this world.

 

[F@#$]

That's about where I am with life.

 

[mortuarymary]

What made you fail?

 

[allthatimsaying]

Do you want to talk about it? I'm from Brazil too. If you allow it, I can send you a PM.

 

[bloodystarzklt]

What made you fail?

all the pressure I'm feeling from college and my family always putting pressure on me, like, I know there are things I should worry about but I can't even have time for myself. Also, a guy i like lmao he's treating me all different just because of a mistake i accidentally made. I know it sounds stupid but damn he means so much to me and I never get mad at him but whenever I mess up on such a small thing he acts like I'm the worst person in the world, it's so unfair
++I can't get rid of my addictions

Do you want to talk about it? I'm from Brazil too. If you allow it, I can send you a PM.

Claro!!

 

[needpeace18]

Well, I came back here once again. Funny how the answer to my life always seems to be suicide. In the last few days that I was away I did absolutely nothing, it was just another failed attempt to recover.

I wanted people to see and understand that I'm trying, I really am but things just seem to get more and more difficult and I don't know how to deal with it all alone. I can't make It on my own.

I just wish something or someone could make it stop, but there is no end to all misery and suffering other than death itself. We are abandoned in this world.

I feel the same. I've tried so many times