Venting I can't see a future for me.

[tekroy006]

I think about my future all the time, and I simply can't imagine myself there. I feel deslocated, almost like if nothing was real. All these thing running through my mind makes me tired of my existence. I kill myself at the end of all the possible lifes I can think to me, but at the same time, I don't really know if I wanna die, maybe I just want it all to stop. Anyways, nobody likes me, not even my family, I think my best option is to go...