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suicidalcatlady

suicidalcatlady

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May 7, 2023
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Please PM me if you know any method (and a way to get the source on the internet) that utilizes ingestion and isn't just taking Tylenol. I've been scrounging the internet for SN that will reliably come to the US and that hasn't gone well at all, and I don't have proficiency with the dw or connections. I am actually going insane the longer I'm on earth so much so that I'm starting to have big bald patches on my head from pulling out my hair. I can't keep going like this, but I'm too pathetic to do anything like jumping or cutting. I feel so fucking stuck and keep crying because I just want peace.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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The cutting method isn't really recommended anyway, it has a very low success rate, it's a self harm method rather than a suicide one. But I really hate how difficult it finally is to leave this world, it's so inhumane and cruel how humans are denied the option of a peaceful and guaranteed way to exit, this world where suicide isn't accepted as a valid option certainly is hell to me. But anyway I hope that you eventually find the freedom you search for, sadly there is just no straightforward way to be gone, it's so horrible how that's the reality.
 
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Vizzy

Vizzy

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May 6, 2023
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Please PM me if you know any method (and a way to get the source on the internet) that utilizes ingestion and isn't just taking Tylenol. I've been scrounging the internet for SN that will reliably come to the US and that hasn't gone well at all, and I don't have proficiency with the dw or connections. I am actually going insane the longer I'm on earth so much so that I'm starting to have big bald patches on my head from pulling out my hair. I can't keep going like this, but I'm too pathetic to do anything like jumping or cutting. I feel so fucking stuck and keep crying because I just want peace.
Sorry wish I was in USA to help you, hope you are okay!
 
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clockwork_cat

clockwork_cat

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Feb 24, 2023
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If you find anything out please let me know too…
 
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EndJstifiesTheMeans

EndJstifiesTheMeans

Bad english, didn't go to school sorry
May 14, 2023
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Sparx

Specialist
Jan 4, 2023
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Amitriptyline
Opiates/opioids
Phenobarbital

All available on DW.
 

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