Water-Lily
Enlightened
- Dec 26, 2020
- 1,182
On Facebook I kept on getting kicked out of mental health communities because of my abusive behaviors
Same happened with Reddit
Same happened with other social medias
And now here
Its evident that because of my behaviors and who I am that I cant exist anywhere
Fine I am a victim
I have victim mentality
I am sorry
Maybe I am a lost fucking cause
Cause I make myself one
I don't fucking know but maybe I should leave here cause I make fucking problems
I wanted this place to be a place where I could express myself freely and I cant even do that
no place exists for me
not online
not in person
If anything this site proved that suicide is the choice because nobody understands me
anyways im done
I dont think ill be coming back here anymore
Same happened with Reddit
Same happened with other social medias
And now here
Its evident that because of my behaviors and who I am that I cant exist anywhere
Fine I am a victim
I have victim mentality
I am sorry
Maybe I am a lost fucking cause
Cause I make myself one
I don't fucking know but maybe I should leave here cause I make fucking problems
I wanted this place to be a place where I could express myself freely and I cant even do that
no place exists for me
not online
not in person
If anything this site proved that suicide is the choice because nobody understands me
anyways im done
I dont think ill be coming back here anymore