Venting I can't do it

[CoolGuy9]

I was suppose to take my SN now. I only have a few dumb reasons to live and id rather be dead than live, and yet I just can't drink it.

 

[forgotten15]

Taking your own life is an extremely hard decision and involves a lot of emotions, so it's absolutely understandable. I have been suicidal since childhood and yet I am still here. Don't beat yourself up, if you couldn't take it, means it's not your time yet.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'm sorry you are going through this. It can be very difficult to ctb as even know we want to die, we are programmed to survive. I know it can be very dreadful living an miserable existence. I wish you the best in whatever happens.