Venting I can’t do it :(

[joegoes100]

I can't bring my self to do it. I just feel too uncertain. I even wrote my note and bought the rope earlier today, but I'll just keep it in my closet until I'm ready.I was with my friends all day and didn't want to do considering how close I've been with them. Next weekend and the weekend after I'll be alone though so it'll be much easier.
I want to do it so bad, I just can't bring my self to do it. I don't know why, I've already attempted twice I don't know why it's hard now.
I even skipped my homework assignments because I didn't plan on surviving

 

[soul2realm]

just take a breather for now!! it helps.

 

[kufajoy]

I will do another attempt tonight. I feel so shameless saying so many goodbye post and notes. I won't make any goodbye post or write notes tonight
If happens it happens. If not I will try maybe next week again