catchy221
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- Mar 23, 2026
- 6
i cant cry
i was never really a person that cried much but since im 10yo which is close to a decade from today i cant bring myself to cry for more than like 10seconds straight
it feels like my organs come out of my mouth when i try to cry and it really hurts
i know i "want" and kinda need to it but i just cant do it
it feels like an instinct
it also feels like i would actually lose my mind if i would cry properly
it sounds cringy but i feel like i wouldnt be able to endure the pain of letting everything out and just kill myself on the spot to make the crying stop
am i the only one where its this bad or can someone relate
i was never really a person that cried much but since im 10yo which is close to a decade from today i cant bring myself to cry for more than like 10seconds straight
it feels like my organs come out of my mouth when i try to cry and it really hurts
i know i "want" and kinda need to it but i just cant do it
it feels like an instinct
it also feels like i would actually lose my mind if i would cry properly
it sounds cringy but i feel like i wouldnt be able to endure the pain of letting everything out and just kill myself on the spot to make the crying stop
am i the only one where its this bad or can someone relate
. I do cry but I don't let everything out. I taught myself to hold things in and cry without making a noise in my childhood. I know I need to let everything out but I'm afraid to like you.
