i cant cry anymore

[lonerclown666]

does anyone feel the same? no matter how hard i try i just can't i feel nothing i feel empty like zombie

 

[SmellyRat]

Pretty much.

All i do is get drunk to numb myself to this bullshit existence.

 

[sadworld]

Yeah, I feel the same. Crying feels really good but it's hard these days.

 

[rabbithole]

Same. I have to be numb to everything or else I'll be so overwhelmed id never stop crying.

 

[EmptyManForever]

Yes I feel you, I feel empty as well, I also cant cry anymore, and I also feel like a zombie , did some sort of change happen in your life? As for me, I think it all happened to me because I tried partial hanging and suffocation, ever since I tried those things I've lost emotions and feelings and feel super numb and empty, like a zombie

 

[mimiopo22]

Sì, mi sento lo stesso. Piangere è davvero bello, ma di questi tempi è difficile.

I felt it inside.

 

[Steamm]

I cant cry because of my medications

 

[demuic]

I have never liked to cry and never cried much so it doesn't bother me.

 

[Grrax]

All i do is get drunk to numb myself to this bullshit existence.

I understand you, I basically do the same but it barely helps

 

[Raminiki]

I actually envy you. I'm the opposite. I break down in heaving sobs at the slightest upset and can't make it stop for hours. My eyes swell shut, my sinuses block so I can't breathe, I get a terrible headache, I get pain in my heart from pure grief, I have to focus on not hyperventilating out of control, I start shaking, I get all snotty, the tears fall until I'm dehydrated and out of salt. The episodes take 24 to 48 hours to recover from.

I wish I was the other way. This uncontrollable reversion to infantile emotional instability has ruined my life. I can't deal with the slightest stress lest I burst into tears in front of people and be forced to flee the scene.

I so wish I could be stoic.

 

[PNKPNDA]

i find my medication numbs my physical tears but I can feel it inside still- sometimes tho the tears do just flow out it's weird lol