followingfate
Member
- Dec 26, 2020
- 39
I left home. its been nice staying with my partner.
I'm sad my family's first reaction to this was to threaten me. and then to insult me over and over again. it was a mistake to hope for any sympathy from them. I'm glad I left. but it still hurts.
I'm scared for the future. I'm scared things will fall out with my partner. I'm so scared.
my cat of 18 years died the other day. I haven't even cried. I can't even feel. I can't feel anything. I can't feel anything.
it is also sad that even though I'm happier with my partner, I still want to be dead.
its what I expected, but its sad that I can never be normal. I just want to be normal. I'm tired of feeling like this. I don't want to drag my partner down. they deserve better than this. I wish I were dead.
I'm sad my family's first reaction to this was to threaten me. and then to insult me over and over again. it was a mistake to hope for any sympathy from them. I'm glad I left. but it still hurts.
I'm scared for the future. I'm scared things will fall out with my partner. I'm so scared.
my cat of 18 years died the other day. I haven't even cried. I can't even feel. I can't feel anything. I can't feel anything.
it is also sad that even though I'm happier with my partner, I still want to be dead.
its what I expected, but its sad that I can never be normal. I just want to be normal. I'm tired of feeling like this. I don't want to drag my partner down. they deserve better than this. I wish I were dead.