Rose190021
Rosie
- Dec 13, 2018
- 71
I feel a complete void in my life. I've been in and out for so long. I start to feel better and then all of a sudden it hits me again and I wish I wasn't here. Why does life taunt me? I feel so alone and so helpless sometimes. I'm told that is called self-pity but what people don't understand is that I can't stop feeling this way if it was self imposed I would fix it because I never want to feel this way. I always come back to the question should I stay or should I go. What is it going to take to make my final decision. I feel so lost and weak. To go on seems impossible. To fight seems impossible. I'm tired. I'm tired of trying. I'm tired of feeling. I want this to be done. I wish this pain would go away.